rosch you were used to me vanishing for weeks at a time on specint business [Sometimes without warning even then, were it urgent, though he'd tried if he knew he'd be disappearing for that long.] is this truly that much worse ?
[He doesn't say it. Doesn't even think it, exactly. But maybe there's a sort of feeling there, a - this is who he is. This is what Heiss made him, what being a living shadow made him, but more than that what he made himself. That's not so easy to change.]
[Going out of his way to tell someone he's gonna be gone for a time as short as a few hours - that's not something that even comes to mind. It's not a conscious decision.]
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rosch
you were used to me vanishing for weeks at a time on specint business
[Sometimes without warning even then, were it urgent, though he'd tried if he knew he'd be disappearing for that long.]
is this truly that much worse ?
[He doesn't say it. Doesn't even think it, exactly. But maybe there's a sort of feeling there, a - this is who he is. This is what Heiss made him, what being a living shadow made him, but more than that what he made himself. That's not so easy to change.]
[Going out of his way to tell someone he's gonna be gone for a time as short as a few hours - that's not something that even comes to mind. It's not a conscious decision.]